#CountryClub

Came to watch Bear Baby’s youngest brother play tennis at the local club.

He won!!! It was nice to enjoy a Friday afternoon with family. It felt like it was my own family and it could have been Tyler. I wish to have this life with Tyler soon, one day.

Congrats Baby Brother!

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#FamilyNight

I’m a huge fan of classical music. When I have Tyler in the car, I never have contemporary music on. It’s always on Classical or Standards. Music these days are horrible for children.

I wanted to go to the Hollywood Bowl for this event but I’m out of town. When I saw the event for OC, I was ecstatic.

Tchaikovsky Spectacular with Fireworks

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For Tyler

His feet grow so fast. The crazy part is because I don’t see him daily it feels like it grows at a lightening speed! He just informed me that the last pair of Vans I got him are snug so I decided to get him new shoes. Although I’d like to get him multiple pairs at once, I don’t know if I want to risk the chance of his feet growing out of them without any use.

Next Up!


Youth Faxon II Casual Shoe by Polo Ralph Lauren – Gray

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Being a part time parent has been rough. All I want is for Tyler to grow up knowing and remembering that I loved him exponentially. Even though I didn’t want to show my love by buying him things (because that’s what my parents did), I know that he will understand my actions as he grows up. It’s a struggle for me since my time is limited to weekends and not because it’s legally set that way. We have a 50/50 custody agreement. Well, 51/49 for tax purposes, favoring me. But I had to put Tyler first. His life with his dad is better suited for him now with his new family growing and I’m just settling into mine. I know in the future, we will live closer and he’ll be able to come back and forth without interrupting his school and my work schedule. I’d love for him to spend the night so I can take him to school in the am and pack him lunch.

Things like purchasing a pair of shoes may be minuscule to some parents, but to me it’s a realization of how fast time is growing and how little time I have with baby Tyler. Everything I do, I do it for him.

#DW #Repeat

FRAME Le Color Rip Skinny Jeans
Cosabella Never Say Never Prettie Bra
Yves Salomon Raccoon Fur Vest
#RUBYSTELLA
Zara Tank
Sergio Rossi Sandals

I went out to WEHO

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I came back home after WEHO

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I went back out… to KTOWN

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After HoneyMee, getting into Chelsea’s el coche

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I came back home from KTOWN

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