For my son… #halloween

He’s usually with his dad on Halloween since he wants to hang with his friends. So I send him a card and a goody box, but this year no goody box for him. Not that he’s been bad but I’ve been because I’ve been so busy. Sorry Tyler!



Family time is very important and because Tyler does not have any siblings close to his age, I try to hang out with the cousins as often as possible. Of course with our busy adult schedules it’s hard to get a day in! We finally got to hang out with our favorite cousins and their children. The boys had so much fun together and it made me miss my childhood when I used to play with my cousins. Being the only child, I’ve realized how important it is to stay in touch with all family members.

Thank you unnie and oppa for dinner and the hospitality! We miss you already!











Friday Night Drive

Now that Tyler has started school, I drive all the way to Rancho Mission Viejo after work.

The exit is Crown Valley Parkway, freaking far! Especially from Westwood. I take the 405 all the way down and in about 15 miles.

Thank God the drive isn’t as bad since I get off at 6pm. I can’t wait until metro makes the carpool lane a toll road on the 405… well by then I won’t be leaving from Westwood. :/

It’s nice to have Tyler for the extra night since I have to drop him off on Sunday.



Dinner and Bath

I don’t think it’s weird to “ddaeh mi ruh” (scrub) in the tub. Americans are weird about being naked but it’s more weird if I’m awkward about it.

Tyler asked to get scrubbed so I can exfoliate his dead skin before he goes to school. When he got in the tub and I told him I’d be back after I changed to a tank top he asked if I was going to wear it in. I was only planning on sitting outside to scrub him since I didn’t want to sit in the tub, but since he asked, I went in with him. He’s not weird and I’m not weird and it’s fine.

He walks around (not shy) around me and around the house after his shower and sometimes in his underwear. I’m open and free about it too. Of course when the time comes, I will not do it anymore but until then, there’s no need to put anything in his head about living in a naked house. :P

Circumstances are different when parents are separated and the growing baby is with his mother. He is still a baby and wants to be treated like one. He still wishes to sleep with me here and there. Most of my friends are the same way, even if they are still with their husbands.

I grew up running around naked or in my underwear until… geez, I still do around my mom. I wouldn’t in front of my dad of course, but I never see him so it doesn’t even matter.

What’s weird is what’s weird to each individual. Your opinion of this matter is of no concern.




Contributing to the World #Recycling

Tyler and I have been recycling for many years. The fun of it is to collect the bottles we use at home and make some money!! We made $21.76 this time around. :)

We were headed to OC so we found a recycling center in Santa Ana to help us save the world.




Just the two of us… @SkyHighSports

Day off means, son day fun day for Tyler and moi~

We headed to Sky High Sports for some indoor trampoline fun!

Man, this place is so fun, even for an adult. I was sweating and out of breath after the first minute. My favorite was the foam pit! :)




Life in the OC

Every time I pick up Tyler or drop him off I drive by the neighborhood that we used to live. Coto de Caza. Tyler was born in Orange County and he was raised in the area for the first year and a half. It’s crazy to be there so often again because I’m reminded about how far I used to live! I can’t believe I lived so far 10 years ago and no wonder my parents never came to visit! Or my friends.

Eventually I would like to live in south OC again but I’m enjoying my career and LA lifestyle too much to think about it now. I’d have to NOT be working. :P


#DateNight w/ #Tylerboy

I switched my day off from Monday to Tuesday so I could spend one day with my son before he starts school. We had a fun-filled day filled with laughter and two meals! :)

He’s going into the 6th grade now and it’s crazy how much of a baby he is with me. Although he’s grown and wants to do big boy things, when he’s around he’s still my baby boy. Due to his dad and me living separate lives, I feel that he is more baby-like. Which I don’t mind AT ALL!




Kids or No Kids? @RecaroKIDS

I have Tyler’s Recaro Booster Seat and wondering if I should sell it.

Tyler’s Recaro carseat was given to my cousin since she had two boys after me and I obviously didn’t have use for them. I don’t know when I’ll have kids again… but I know it won’t be anytime soon!

RECARO Performance BOOSTER High Back Booster Car Seat



I enjoy moments like this. It makes me feel like we have a normal life. As if he is with me 24/7. He’s 11 now and idk when he’ll stop be from entering the bathroom when he’s taking a shower but I will keep on doing it until it really upsets him.

He’s still a baby. He’s not shy being naked, yet. I should probably start thinking about when I should stop changing in front of him too but I honestly don’t care.

Do boys talk about girls at this age? I keep meaning to ask him if he had his sex education class in 5th grade but timing is never right. I need to talk to him and let him know that I am ok with him being open with me and that there’s nothing to be embarrassed of. I hope it works!


Also, thanks to his dad and TKD, he has the cutest little bum! Better than most Korean girls out there!


Road Trip to OC

Why am I covering my face? I initially started doing it because of my mustache tan from Cabo. This one artist that I like does it also because he doesn’t want people knowing what he looks like on social media. Maybe you’ve heard of him, Alec Monopoly. I love his stuff, you know me, I love the colorful Pop Art style, like Tom Everhart. I will continue to do this until my tan goes away. I hope it’s soon! :)

Took Tyler to my mom’s in the am so he can go to church and then Jo and I picked him up to take him home. His smile melts my heart.




Growing Boy

Every week I see Tyler, he grows so much bigger. Not just in height and size but in his features and behavior. The weirdest part is after he hangs out with his friends, he’s almost disconnected with me. I understand he wants to play with them all day but he can at least act like he’s happy to see me! :P

I don’t have a daughter so I don’t know how it is with girls but Tyler DOES NOT care about his clothes. Every time he comes back from church or when I pick him up from his friend’s house, he is filthy! I must remember to only buy him dark colored clothes.

I remember I got him these cute lime green shorts and the first time he wore them to church he came back with dirt stains all over it. It never came off, he never wore it again. I wanted to die.

I like to look at his baby pictures and see if he still resembles baby Tyler but slowly he’s not. And I still can’t see if he looks like me or not. :(


Call schedule 

I try to call Tyler everyday but I get busy and I’m starting to understand Tyler’s situation. I feel bad for making him feel bad for me.  I often Tyler how much it hurts my feelings when he forgets to call and even cry sometimes. But it does hurt my feelings and I don’t know how else to express it. I don’t want Tyler to feel pain when I tell him, I want him to understand.

Now that he has his own cell phone I told myself that I would call him every day so we could get into the habit of being in contact often. But now I get it. I’ve been so busy that I forget to call or text. I tell myself that I will later and then it completely slips my mind. I would call him on my way to the office but sometimes it’s too early and I don’t want to wake him and be the annoying mother during his summer break.

Now I understand that Tyler gets busy, and just because he doesn’t call doesn’t mean that he’s not thinking of me. Because I think of him every day and sometimes every hour of the day and I don’t call.

I still try to make an effort to either text or call him daily. The hardest part about co-parenting is the separation and the fear of the outcome from the time apart. I truly hope that he grows to to love me as much as he does now. I would hate to have him grow up resenting me. :(