I was showering the other day and realized how happy I was with my life. I could do whatever I want, whenever I wanted. Without anyone telling me what to do.

The main issue was the fact that I’ve been in a 3 year relationship, and before that, another 3 year relationship. I actually don’t even remember the last time I was single. I don’t want to say, I’ve never been single since my first boyfriend either. Because that was in 7th grade, and people (meaning you readers) might assume that’s when I first started having sex. Which isn’t correct, I was 16, not 12.

Not that every boyfriend told me what to do, well lucky them, I don’t have any memory, just the last 2 I was with.

now I’m here, all on my own. My 1st year of independence, and I’m a little confused on what to do. I have high goals for myself, but I know if you work hard @ one thing, I will succeed.

Here is what I want to do, tell me it sounds crazy:

I want to graduate USC with a degree in architecture. I want to be a writer but I need to make money as I write. I can write during school and after, and when my book gets published, people will find out that I’m also an architect. Now that I’ve said this, don’t hold me to it, life throws crazy curve balls, who knows what roads are ahead.

This all makes me go back to my 1st 3 year relationship. The one who made me delete my site the 1st round. I listened of course, the accommodating gf I was. I even gave up my ♥ BR8KR plate. I’m telling you I am a special one.

I’m not going to let anyone interfere with my goal in life.

I’m getting sleepy, had a long night @ work.

For those of you new readers (not you, friends) things may not make sense, but as time goes by, you’ll see why I am the way I am and learn why I got to the point I am in now.

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