I’m talking about leaving my husband.
I was looking through pictures of a pregnant friend and her daughter and I was reminded. To me, she looks like she has the perfect life. Although I may not know what really happens, I believe she’s happy.
What was so wrong in my life that I decided to leave. Yes, I wanted to follow my dreams and that’s why I’m in the situation I’m in but having Tyler makes it a little harder.
I miss spending time with my son. I feel guilty because I’m not there for him during these crucial years.
I know some may think I’m selfish but I think I know myself more than you do. I know I won’t be strong enough to take care of him until my life is settled. I was the best for him.
If I knew then what I know now, I would’ve worked things out. Please do not take this the wrong way. I don’t want to get back with him. I’ve made my decision and I can’t go back, especially with all the other issues I had regarding his immediate family.
I just wish I would’ve stayed on my path. Life moves so quickly and I just keep feeling like I’m catching up.