Irritation triggers Everything.

I'm irritated & I know I quit smoking but when I tried to light a cig I stole from my roommate on the way to solve the irritation, the lighter broke!

I know when I get to the destination I an get a lighter but I don't want to share my cig.

I know you are all probably wondering what I'm SO irritated about and its really not that big of a deal. I just never had to deal with something like this before in a long time and its just my selfish behavior taking control.

My bf was in a bind and as a good gf my 1st instinct was to offer a helping hand with no hesitation. But I'm just irritated @ the fact that I have to do it and fuck up all my plans for tomorrow. Which was to go to irvine @ 7am to do jim and go to work from there, just like tuesday. But no, I won't make it to do jim tomorrow and now my morning commute is further and more crunched for time.

Deep breaths violet. Its not that big of a deal.

Selfishness isn't good. I know he'd do the same for me if something happened.

Ok jut picked him up. Can't write. Need to forget about these thoughts…..



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