I'm watching The Good Guy and unfortunately its a romance movie.
Why is this a problem? Well my bf just moved out because I told him that he annoyed me.
Yes, it may sound harsh, and the problem could be ME or him which I won't know till later after time has gone by.
I was so irritated this morning following the last couple weeks and so furious about how I was feeling because fighting is STRESSFUL!!!!
We argued/bickered minimum 4xs a day. I know! Who can deal?
Well this morning, I really let him have it.
I said this: "you annoy me, ur presence annoys me, the thought of you annoys me, when u open ur mouth and speak, it annoys me. I'm happier alone, I don't like being around you, I wanna be left alone and I don't want you around."
If it were any other guy, he would've slapped me across the face then never talked to me again. Because yes, I know I'm such a bitch.
BUT if he gave me some space like how I asked him few weeks or oven a month ago, MAYBE I wouldn't be feeling this way NOW!
I'm just so fed up, so smothered and I just wanna be left alone, really.
So he moved out.
He's been co-dependent and I didn't and don't like it at all.
He also said this morning, "if you're not happy with urself, ur never gonna be happy in a relationship."
Hello! That's my line! I realized that after my ex-husband!
My response was: "I'm happy by myself."
And I am, but now being in bed alone, hanging alone and no one to talk to, I'm lonely.
So lonely so now I'm just submerging myself in netflix.
Detox doesn't help either…
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"I'm hard to remember, but impossible to forget"