I enjoy my alone time. I have random thoughts and ideas that constantly need attention and apparently it has affected my relationships or myself. I need to choose.
First my ex husband. I was studying acting when I met him and changed the direction of life. It affected my relationship. Then I decided that I wasn’t happy so I left. That affected myself.
Then BB, the devil. Same story.
Then I was single and was free to do anything and everything I pleased. No affect.
Then the person who I thought would be the love of my life. IT AFFECTED EVERYTHING!
I know I keep going back to the same issue, but I have the fear of spending the rest of my life alone, which I don’t mind, but don’t want to do.
But at the same time, I can’t stand to feel guilty when I’m using my phone, on the laptop or networking with people!
Is it me or is it you?
Why can’t he understand? Is it just him? Maybe other guys will be different? Or are the all just the same. Great for the first 3 months and downhill it goes?
What makes a relationship work? How do you keep it alive? Fresh?