I was looking through photos on Facebook today and came across this video of Tyler.
He has grown so much and I can’t believe I didn’t appreciate him when he was a baby.
I know I was really young so I didn’t take full advantage of his growing moments.
Looking back at the videos I feel guilty for every moment I yelled at him.
There’s always an issue with having children too young or too old.
When you’re too young, you can’t fully enjoy and appreciate your own child.
When you’re to old, you can appreciate the child but too tired to really be physically active with them.
It’s either the mental or physical downfalls that you’ll have to deal with.
Tyler was so cute and so innocent. I was so young and so dumb to realize.
I would do anything to go back into time and change the way I was but I know there’s nothing I can do about that.
The only thing to do is cherish every moment with him now and forever.
Hopefully I didn’t fuck things up so bad the past 9 years.
Tyler, if you ever read this, I LOVE YOU!