Just the two of us…

Tyler finally gets to ride in the front seat of a car! We took a drive to get some things for the holiday party at my cousin’s place over the weekend and we had some fun in the car while waiting for a car wash!





For Tyler #xmas

NFL San Francisco 49ers Revolution Speed Mini Helmet
Kindle, 6″ Glare-Free Touchscreen Display, Wi-Fi
Calvin Klein Big Boys’ CK Plaid Bathrobe
Calvin Klein Little Boys’ CK Camo Pajama Pant

Mirror Mirror On The Wall

We came by the Irvine Korean market to get a bag of rice. Tyler had the urge to stop by the mirror and check himself out.

He does NOT get that from me. I rarely look in the mirror! My cutie pie smiles so beautifully, even with his braces…

I have no stress in life when I hear him laugh and see him smile from ear to ear!


Just the two of us!

He spent the weekend with his daddy on Halloween because he always has an event for work with kids.

I decided to visit my little man on Sunday because it’s been way too long.

Something always seem to come up and me being the nice person that I am, I always allow him to take him for the weekend. That means less time with me, but I don’t realize the affect it has on our relationship and on me until I see him.

This Sunday was the worst for me. I broke down crying because I felt so out of touch with my son. I felt like a babysitter and I felt distant.

I just have to be more stern about the weekends now. I can’t afford to lose time with him especially with him going into the teens soon and hitting puberty. I need him to be my little boy and know that I’m here for him.

I didn’t think it would be this way, but it just keeps getting harder and harder.

I probably cried all day Sunday. From the second I picked him up til I got home. The movie we watched didn’t help either. I teared up a few times when they were talking about mommy stuff, family stuff…life.

I just have to figure out how to spend more time with him…

Living far from my son is too hard.




#Sonday w/ Tylerboy

We watched The Book of Life at the a Irvine Spectrum.

Had no idea what the movie was about and I’m glad Tyler picked a great one! It was such an great movie and I hope everyone decides to go watch it!!! We got some cupcakes to go and Tyler picked out the PB one!IMG_5663.JPG













Walked over to the theater at LA Live to watch Marvel’s Guardians of the Galaxy. Or is it Guardian? Whatever, we were sweating by the time we got here.

I had on jeans and a sweater cause the theater gets colds.

Apparently I didn’t think about the walk.

It’s humid in Los Angeles today, blah!


Dressing in all white only works if I’m tan. Helps to be skinny but my tank was loose so I was good to go!

Kid’s party and I wore it because my child is nine and I didn’t have to worry about getting shit all over me.